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Music To $hop To

by NVS

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    This is NVS' second album. Features artwork by Kyle Lester. Special bonus track included with purchase of album. Con$ume.

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Superficial 00:58
The moon laughs at my pain She taunts me as I weep She'll never truly understand And the tears fall at my feet She's far too superficial But still can see inside of me The moon's too far away to care But close enough to see So she humors me again As I walk this world alone She lacks emotion in her gaze She lacks the love she's never known And even though she'll never care I still invoke her laughter I tell her she's forgiven But it doesn't really matter No... I said it doesn't really matter © 2005 Jordan Schwarz/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Yeah, I'm a loaded pistol Fueled on Coors and crystal Pounding shots and taking hits And checking out your sister's tits Never the first to vomit Afraid of walk-in closets Circle jerk with all my friends And then pretend it wasn't them A tribal upper arm tattoo My masculinity to prove Self-reflection leads to fear I'd rather have another beer Graduated from Bellarmine Craving kegs and lesbians Now I'm here at Chico State And just in time for your spring break FRAT BOY! I don't mean to be a prick If I could only get a grip Tighten my hands around your neck and squeeze the bitch right out of you FRAT BOY! Now you're pregnant with my kid Just how is that little shit? He'll never suckle your tit with the same bitter tenderness that I used to I know what all the girls think It's my fraternal instinct What they want and really need Is just to get down on their knees I get 'em drunk and naked 'Till they're completely wasted Pretend to pay attention Disguising my intentions Just slip a pill into their cup In case they start to sober up It doesn't matter what I say They won't remember anyway Another tally to my score Be it a virgin or a whore I might be nothing but a rapist But in the end they always take it FRAT BOY! I'll flirt with you when we're in class And then I'll fuck you in the ass Never acknowledge you again and run my game on someone new FRAT BOY! We're gonna rise above the rest Until we die with nothing left There's nothing sacred when too drunk to fuck and full of wasted youth I'm...so...wasted Nothing's sacred © 2005 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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I know, I could never truly have you I know, I could never get so close Just can't help feeling the way I do Feel it from my head to my toes CHORUS I can't control my emotions Oh, yes, it's true I can't just stop the way I feel, baby When I'm with you I know, you would never fall so quickly I know, I could never feel the same Just wish I could have you here beside me, baby Never has my heart been so untame REPEAT CHORUS 2x I know I could never truly have you... © 2003 Jordan Schwarz/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Dear Donna 02:28
Estranged, afraid to be left alone again If I woke myself up, would this life be for pretend? For years I've been taunted for being strange My heart has been raped and I fear that I'm going insane But with the touch of your lips against my flesh The taste of your kisses remain in my breath You save me from myself and the world I despise With you near, I have the motivation to abide CHORUS: Don't you feel scared by my affection? Or the illusions that make me blind But sometimes the truth's the most painful deception I'll continue to love you within my mind... Even if I'll never be your kind I don't know what to await from your reaction My intentions were to bring you satisfaction Tell me, please, from all your peers What makes me the one who brings no fear? You wish for a man, I wish for your hand But if you turn away, I will understand For a man is one who has favorable upbringing: Well, as for me, I'll always be a human being REPEAT CHORUS 2x Your head on my shoulder, I lay in confusion Afraid if I sleep you were just an illusion My life ticks on without your affection I found that this was more than just a mere obsession You dared to be different, you dared to be true You dared to be different, you dared to be true You dared to be different, you dared to be true And now I'm dying because I'm in love with you 'Cause I'm in love with you (4x) © 1999 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Eugenocide 04:26
Discourse full of superlatives Targeting “inferior races” Laws mandated and pervasive “Gestation rejects” without favor Sideshow “freaks” in incubators “Retard their growth and classify them later” CHORUS: A law modeled to deceive In 1933 Prevention of the “disease” Of “defective progeny” “The problem’s in their genes Let’s sterilize them clean” And what did Laughlin receive An honorary degree From the Nazi regime The art of “racial cleansing” “A subhuman species They’re not even human beings” Margaret Sanger’s latent message “Let’s sterilize the poor defectives A cost-efficient contraceptive” “The Negroes, Jews, deformed, and homeless Human stocks of ugly heritage” Holocaust the same prescriptive CHORUS 2: A concentration of poor A declaration of war What California stood for Right here on Tiergarten 4 Don’t wanna know anymore We don’t remember anymore A reified rhetoric That “they have no right to live And they won’t ever be missed” So say the eugenicists And we can never forget And we can never forget “Fitter Families” fairs and contests Anglo-Saxon prerequisite Pseudo-scientific bullshit Smoking chimneys leaving traces Of hairs and ashes but no faces Euthanasia spares no graces CHORUS 3: A law modeled to deceive In 1933 Prevention of the “disease” Of “defective progeny” “The problem’s in their genes Let’s sterilize them clean” A reified rhetoric That “they have no right to live And they won’t ever be missed” So say the eugenicists And we can never forget And we can never forget Never forget—that it happened here Never forget—that it happened here Eugenocide Eugenocide Your genocide My genocide Our genocide Eugenocide © 2006 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Sign Us Up 02:33
The pen is mightier than the surge Your actions speak louder than your words When opportunity knocks Bust down the walls of friendship You only get one shot To burn your roots for barren respect Get really cocky and crass Prima Donna apprenticeship "It's all a part of the act" No, it's the only vestige of truth left SIGN US UP SIGN US UP Don't second-guess yourself You must be so impressed with yourself Do whatever's best for yourself And to hell with everybody else Cognitive dissonance To counteract your opportunism With a persecuted pretense The world owes you everything Sounds good, but what's the catch? You gotta keep this scene a schism Smile, nod, and hold your tongue back Unless you can veil the debasing Keep it nonchalant and pompous Calculated and self-conscious Shift the conversation topic Always to be me, myself, and I Myself and me, myself, and I Myself and me, myself, and I Myself and me, myself, and I SIGN US UP Take our picture, buy our album, call the majors SIGN US UP Do us favors, kiss our asses, we don't know you OPPORTUNIST Thanks a lot, we're NVS, and to hell with all of you © 2007 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Naked in a trance-like state This coldness is contagious And I cannot elaborate My silence has betrayed us Infatuations dominate The stillness that’s surrounding What I underappreciate You tell me that you’re drowning Grieving and guilty, fluorescent and filthy Debase the only thing that’s real In siege and in straightness, a sobering greatness My infidelities concealed If I’m breeding sickness, as sex as my witness I will abominate my pride But never revealing my ultimate feelings Perpetuating every lie Internal casualties and pregnancy scares Will my infection spread if I’m unaware? My wretched indecision in full effect With open mouth and absent mind I try my best Pleasures only stall the pain My every cell succumbing Hosting every bedroom stain I’m slowly unbecoming Tainted fluid in my veins Contaminated semen A sanctity that still remains Now sheltering a demon Heartless and yeaning, my innards are burning For an imaginary friend This wrong that I’ve done, this disease I’ve become As I corrupt you once again The doctor’s opinion, it’s just a opinion Another opinion, another opinion It’s fucking delirium Cannot be forgiven, will not be forgiven I’m positive I love you, despite my crimes Your trust in me rewarded with our decline This cancer laying dormant, metastasize I disconnect from you and destroy your life © 2005 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Do you feel impatience on my part? Could I conceive a better confrontation? Scribblings that symbolize sensations I tried so hard not to take you to heart I ramble on and reminisce again And scrutinize my lack of motivation To conjure up a proper explanation As to why we choose not to make amends So fade away like all the others do No doubt that it's a tender situation I'm free to will any justification But I'm tired of never finding what I lose The self-fulfilling yet unwilling paths we choose It carries on like a perpetual mindfuck Consuming me like an amphetamine head rush Committed to an unattainable construct So why not just piss it all away? I see you smile but all I sense is alarm So uncomfortably numb within each other’s arms Emotions just drain away No calls returned, perhaps it's for the better Just wilted jasmine and a box of letters If she forgets, you know I'd probably let her Memories just fade away If I could choose my intentions (To be the one for you, to be someone to you) If I could lose my incentives (To be the one for you, to be someone to you) I can't deny that I'm protective Paranoid and lacking perspective I need you to fade away... © 2004 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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TV Dinner 04:53
Overworked Underpaid Locked up in this godforsaken iron cage Full reserve IRA Can’t afford to let up or I’ll be replaced Clocking out What a day Can’t wait to unwind in front of my display Automate Disengage TV dinner welcomes with a glowing face Remote control Mutes the pain Loving arms of loneliness take hold again Turn the dial Touch the screen More alive than any sense of “species-being” Filtering What is real Precondition everything I need to feel Tube IV So aesthetic My swollen eyes are anesthetics CHORUS: A one-dimensional decline The infrastructure is internalized The individual resigns Experiences are commodified Second course Substance lost Boredom an alternative to conscious thought Stimulate Tantalize Another form of anomic suicide Falsify Fabricate My utensils scrape the bottom of my plate No dessert Full and void I’m content to fall asleep to white noise CHORUS: A quantitative frame of mind Pain and pleasure assimilate The economy tanks but I’m feeling fine Just as long as my paycheck provides me an escape An escape Any escape Try not to think about it Try not to think at all Try not to sabotage the little hope I have at all Try not to think about it Try not to think at all Try not to care which one of us is holding the remote control I will consume I will consume Consume © 2006 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Passageway to pipes and pills, open up my mind White cancer growing faster after every single time I'm not addicted, thoughts conflict subconsciously at will Snorting shit, the needle drips, my cravings unfulfilled Until I reach the heavens I must complicate this hell Crash and burn but never learn, I can't shake off this spell No time for tears or sweet denial, just crank my system higher Nothing like speeding when your excesses have expired Canker sores and chiseled features, comedown at its end My methods are in vein as I indulge myself again Blistering and crystallized, withered from decay For anything I ever was I've pissed it all away Nice guys may always finish last But it really doesn't matter when I'm spun off my ass I think I'll let the drugs do the talking again I'm not a slave, I'm in control It's just a phase, it's all I know Don't leave me now, you're all that's left These drugs are losing their effect Farewell to those no longer here So out of hope, so full of fear Once more before I give it up No high will ever be enough (REPEAT) Nice guys may always finish last But it really doesn't matter when I'm spun off my ass I think I'll let the drugs do the talking again Cancer is consuming my insides But I've got my jurisdictions and I've swallowed my pride You've always been there, my imaginary friend © 2004 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Martina 02:20
I know you're feeling very bad I know she makes you feel like dirt I see you dwelling on this fact And for some time, it's going to hurt I know you're thinking of her now The thoughts are flashing in your eyes I hate to see you wasting time Wishing to believe the lies CHORUS: Martina (4x) You need to give yourself a purpose You need to find yourself a goal I know it seems so far away But maybe you can find your role I wish I could do more to help You need to give yourself some time I'd hate to see you giving up 'Cause that would truly be a crime REPEAT CHORUS I know you're feeling very bad I know she makes you feel like dirt I see you dwelling on this fact And for some time, it's going to hurt I know you're thinking of her now The thoughts are flashing in your eyes I hate to see you wasting time Wishing to believe the lies REPEAT CHORUS © 2003 Jordan Schwarz/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Download 04:21
My lust is subjective A metastasizing contraceptive I put my pleasures in perspective With such a disengaged directive She looks at me to some degree Is it in fear or ecstasy? Whilst I secrete what I’ve conceived Irrational apologies Molested mindset left alone, computer sex I call my own An effigy so underage, what the monitor won’t display! Illicit content from the net, I cannot come without its threat My girlfriend’s knocking at the door, I wipe the bloodstains from the floor My drug is prevention Pacified passive aggression Conditioned beyond any spectrum Of pathological assessment The female race models distaste My ideations wear her face A sickened therapeutic state Delusions I must satiate A faith in what is left to touch, artist renditions meaningless Formaldehyde respired in shock, asphyxiated pillow talk My penis like a leaking faucet—choking, squeezing, cannot stop it The solitude I thought was left, rationalize but never forget I can’t have you (REPEAT x4) Too late for you, too late for me to still receive smothered applause Tend to this tattered skin but cannot cleanse these bleeding retinas Reflecting blade reveals a self-effacing, well-concealed de Sade Credit perverse aesthetics with a misogynic menopause Download and assimilate their pain Devote to what I fornicate in vain So take my hand, I’ll show and tell You tell me what to show as well My memories just fantasies that still remain © 2005 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Master Bait 03:27
Detoxed and untangled Sentimentally stripped and strangled My pleasure your sickness Penitent from enforced forgiveness Black velvet antacids Sadomasochism for the masses Transparent and loathing Preservation through fear and bloating Look between the lines and studded leather strips you beat me with Love is in decline but I feel favorable and fortunate Hate is just a method of suppressed sexual candidness Blood and sweat attest my surreal intervals of cruel excess Withdrawn and secluded Consciousness becomes a little intrusive Ribbed for my protection Guilt-stricken by an innocent erection Facial desecration Compliant thresholds of copulation Transgendered and lusting For a stranger form of freelance fucking Other people's pleasures desperate measures to restore the thrill Getting bored and losing interest for whatever purpose filled No vinyl solution or illusions to pollute my drive A tolerance for metaphoric torment I can't revitalize © 2003 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.
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Is our music low or high? What do the lyrics signify? My agency commodified Let's let the dead white guys decide A path of least resistance overblown as tension Irony undetected with every self-expression If Adorno was here then he'd probably say The middle finger that lingers and so proudly displayed To the world and to yourselves Meat market livestock overstocking retail counter shelves Could we invoke some common sense? And realize it's all been spent Counterhegemonic pretense The reason Johnny can't dissent Pyrotechnics and spectacle, white and heterosexual They all say, "slit your wrists with your credit card, baby!" Essentializing oppression and heterogendered desire A worn out rebel impression, waving the capitalist flag Rock stars are businessmen in drag So let's make like Great White and Billy Joel and say, "we didn't start the fire!” C-O-N-S-U-M-E We can shop if we want to We can leave our friends behind 'Cause if friends don't shop, and if they don't drop Then we'll just kill some time I say, we can shop where we want to Waiting single file in line And we can act like we searched all over the world When we really found it online We can shop Consume! Now wait a minute…I don't buy that shit A parody without a cause Other than blurring the facade A Kaufmann-esque performance flaw Choosing rupture over applause A stranger in a strange land with so many different contexts What I don't understand I counter with hidden transcripts Can't afford a sense of humor when too broke to sell out So like a Frank Zappa riff, I'm gonna freak the fuck out Is this resistance or just a contradiction I can't hide? My politics embracing our commercial suicide This song has more hooks than cowbell, my gaze self-reflective I've got no feminine side but a feminist perspective Should I not play the race card in such colorblind times When you paint blackface on those who try to white out the lines Pop goes the culture, everything is so crass My tongue's so lodged in my cheek that I can taste my own ass So read between every word, negotiate every sound This is music as image, not the other way around My rebel yell is strained Yelling no no more I used to have a brain Well, no no more My blue balls in such pain I guess less is more Pants are too tight again Please no no more—pop goes the culture Are you ready to pop? If this music to rock to? This is music to shop to Are we so fucking worthless Under such a spell It takes a proof of purchase To define ourselves? Another weapon of the weak So here's your fucking receipt… The check's in the mail, agency squeezed and extracted Undermined with each sale while being sincerely packaged But if we're passed off as passive, who gets to make that decision? Music meant for the masses, no matter why it was written You can't patent meaning no matter how corporate frames it My headphones empower while you see disengagement I can't tell you what to find, but I find that you should tell A culture being redefined by what we purchase and sell I do know I'm not the only one To disengage and to extort I do know I'm not the only one To sell myself so very short I do know I'm not the only one To make meaning hand over fist I do know I'm not the only one To redefine and to resist © 2007 Walter Campbell/NVS Music, all rights reserved.

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Walter Campbell: vocals
Kyle Lester: bass, vocals
Tom "Tré" Retter: drums (6, 7, 15), guitar, sitar, vocals
Allen Schwartz: drums (2-5, 8-14)
River Black: guitar, vocals
Micah Turney: drums (1,16)

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released August 28, 2010

Select samples courtesy of Cole Yacco, DfA, Negative Star, and Relapse (1)
Recorded and mixed by: Bryce Ericson (2-5, 8-15), Tre Retter (6,16), River Black (7)

Produced by NVS. Mastered by River Black. Album art by Kyle Lester.

© 2006-08 NVS Music. All songs by NVS, except: ''I'm Ugly And I Don't Know Why" written by Bone/Needles/Dye, originally by Butt Trumpet, © 2006 Thom Bone Music ASCAP, courtesy of Thom Bone; and "American Nightmare" written by Dan Szkoropad, originally by Negative Star.
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Started in 1999, NVS is a high-energy band from San Jose, CA blending various influences to create music and lyrics encouraging thought and feeling while embodying the best aspects of late '80s/early '90s alternative rock.

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